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the true side.
Wednesday, February 10, 2010 10:34 PM

This two are the pictures of my post today.








A Stormy Field.







A Peaceful Field.



wondering why that two pictures?
because...
those two are the pictures representing my mood nowadaes.
most people who dun experience dental treatment will nt understand how i feel..
but those who do. will understand perfectly what i mean.
trust me or not, my body recognise the pain it goes thru when going thru a treatment..
the fear of going thru that pain is constantly in my head..
thats why recently I have been kept on craving for sports..
but i cant really go to my parents and cry to them.. saying im scared of the pain..
because my parents will jus say i brought upon the pain by myself..
but the truth is......

my heart is fearing the pain a lot a lot... till the point of freaking out..
i need to overcome a lot just to make myself go to the dental clinic..
i wonder how long it will take to rid myself of this constant fear which has turn to become such a huge stress..
im afraid. i am. because im jus a ordinary human being who is fully capable of fearing for pain.. especially the injections to the gum..
and now.. i need to attend a surgery to remove the small teeth cos its alr a useless teeth..
when i had noodles just now with my fake teeth..
trust me, it felt like hell.
i couldnt bite the noodle at all. and when i realise tat, i almost cried.
i dun really know whats the road ahead of me in my life..
but i promise myself.. i'll walk on , no matter how painful it is.

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im just a ger who does what i like
most of the time without knowing what the ending might be like
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life is too short to WAIT & think
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