Monday, November 30, 2009 11:47 PM
Tempestt, I really cant force myself to apologize to u. because i know its the sentence that u said which sparked all my childish acts. I will admit all the byiatch i mentioned before is nobody but you. but then, i wun apologize for those childish acts until u realise ur own fault. I know i got a major fault, but like wat u said ' if u dun bully others, others wun bully you ' if u didnt start tat sentence, i wouldnt have give u all those crap right? then u oso wun give me all those crap too right now ? its a endless circle. it takes 2 hands to clap. so when i have fault, so do u. and thanks for educating me. from now on, if i wanna say someone, i will do it openly :D thanks for teaching me about that. regarding my character and attitude resulting me to lose my frens, i'll watch out about myself from now on. thanks for telling me about it :D i appreciate it. As promised, i removed those posts and entries frm here and fb. but i wun apologize unless u admit ur fault. and regarding the bbq, its up to you whether im trying hard or not. as long as i know im trying my best for it, its enuff. if u dun wanna go, or if the whole class end up nt going. then all i can do is jus cancel it. if even 1 person is going, i will still carry on the planning. thanks for enlighting me about lots of stuff today. god bless you.KYLIE :D thanks for accompanying me today :D had so much fun today.. makan and arcading.. lets go cycling soon k ! :D love u lots. thanks for the pooh bear bear :DKYLIE, ARIAH, HUIRU JIEJIE, SUSAN :D thanks for being by my side :D god bless u! although my frens might be very little.. :D but im still happy to have u all by my side.
Saturday, November 28, 2009 12:47 AM
school was kinda still ok~cos... most of the time was with my crazy hr/pr team :Dother than tat was speaking to class abt the class bbq :Dthanks Nicholas for helping so much! & oso the class for the support! :)after sch was fun.. had waffles with ariah :Ddelicious.. other than waffles..we had... honey chicken and.. corn cup too!didnt have pics for those cos we were busy munching away..!!hahas :D well.. it was a fun day.. thanks ger~i wish we can have fun always & i dun hv to nag at u..
24th Nov.. tuesday.. smrt exercise..been training for the past 2 saturdays..finally the actual day.. but......it was not as good as i expected to be :(kinda disappointed..well.. but overall i had fun :D C1 rawks!hahas :D know a couple of new frens :)its fun chatting with them :D how i wish im in their class :Phahas.. :D its been a fun & tiring day.. but......after the exercise.. evening time i went out with my parents..shopping.. eating.. more shopping and more eating :Pglutton and shopoholic~hahas. fun fun day :DMONDAY met kylie for dinner :D soup spoon... yumms..oso met kelvin while shopping.. next time i see him.. gonna be hihs bbq :Dhahas.. had fun chitchatting with kylie :D it was fun! thanks ger!
tis was the previous weekends :Dfridayy.. 20th Nov :Dhad celebration of my aunts' birthdays :Dfunn~ the cake was nice :D the jellies were colourful and delicious! :Dsaturday.. 21st Nov.. :Dwent out eating with my relatives as celebration of aunts' birthday :Dhad dinner @ airport's dian xiao er.. not bad the food :D quite delicious!after tat we had mac ice creams :Dthen off we went homee.. yummies!
Friday, November 20, 2009 2:44 PM
for the past few daes...i've been not feeling well at all...including todae... 20th of November.. which is oso the day I have my AOA paper for CA..pretty much done with the paper within an hr... done some checking..now is only left.. praying for the best :Dhahas.. well.. i tried my best.. and thats enuff :Dwasnt feeling right this few days... the weakness is making me giving in..although i dun really wanna show how weak i am..but the weakness came thru..thurs nite.. wrked half way.. and my energy was like.. gone~no choice but head for home... hope tonite wun like this again..I really hope to get well soon... the weekends are heading my way.. and i really really.. need to start getting well right abt... NOW..cause i wanna swimm this sunday... swim like a fishhh! :Dwell.. i wanna really master butterfly :Dits really really funn..alrite... now.. i shld go rest :D welcome the weekends!
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 10:12 PM

Nov 18th 2009.. Wednesday.. was a busy day.. was travelling like everywhere ><
manage to wake up.. although my flu and fever worsen now with cough too..
but i was late for the meeting..
after tat.. discussion with Xcapade started...
after the discussion... dom left.. and sixuan oso left..
leave me and balqis to eat :D
i had chicken rice.. while she had malay curry chicken with rice :D
hahas.. then we start discussing project..
do do do... till its time to leave..
then we trained away~
she got off at khatib.. while i continue the ride to woodlands :D
met ash there.. and went for movie, 2012!!
the movie is... like sadistic.. i think many a scenes i feel like crying :(
really cant imagine this movie might have a chance playing infront of my eyes..
but i really hope that wun happen :D
i'll probably rate it... 8 over 10 stars.. the plot was kinda typical..
broken family... then got back together and stuff :D
its a movie.. tat shows diversity in enthicity and race :D
hahas :P project craze already..
now going to go sleep as..... im suppose to wake up 4 hrs later..
hope my body can tahan somemore..
last all the way till weekends at least..
body.. pls start recoveringg.. i cant be down right now..
too many stuff need to be completed.. no time to fall sick!
Tuesday, November 17, 2009 10:02 PM
Having such a bad flu since the start of the day... sniff sniff...feeling so so awful right now..HAAA Chooooo~~~feeling so unwell right now... half dead half dead already...drank flu medicine but dun seem to be useful.. the deadlines are all coming..i cant really afford to get sick right now.....hope i will recover totally after the sleep later..sobs sobs..feeling so horrible right now..tomorrow still got projects that require to complete.. i cant fall sick right now..but my body feels so... weak and heavy... so uncomfortable...gonna go rest pretty soon.. cant take much more already...way too tired.. with the fever and water tap nose..it feels horrible to be awake..was alone at home.. i think faint oso nobody realise..alrite.. i'll go grab a hot drink then go sleep already..pray hard that I'll be fine the next day..
Monday, November 16, 2009 12:43 AM
15th Nov 09' - Went swimming with dad & sis as usual for sundays :Dwoke up in the noon time.. and went sengkang swimming pool there...the water was freaking cold todae.... freezing..manage to get used to the coldness after awhile.. and swam..after that :D me and sis actually learnt butterfly stroke! :Dit was really fun and interesting and difficult too! :Dwe had so much fun testing ourselves... fooling ard..although we nt fully learnt it but the experience is good :)after that.. we had late lunch @ mac :Dyumms yumms...after we got hm.. dad went to fetch mum..evening time.. me and sis went to meet alex kor for dinner @ a korea food restaurant :Dyummmyy food :) it taste great..after eating.. we went to walk around.. and i had popeye's mash potato as usual :Phahas.. after tat.. we went candy empire, bought some candies.. and off we head for home..tis weekend was great :D how i wish the weekends can be ALOT longer.. :P
woke up early in the morning.. and went for smrt thingy briefing..it was describe in one word ' BORING ' :Dhahas.. but after it ended..headed for kylie's place.. and changed attire..went to her church for thanks giving :) after tat was buffet dinner and i had fun playing with the kids :Dso so cuteee! after that.. was a jamming session from kylie, gideon and another guy :Dit was cool listening to them...after the whole session ended.. kylie , gideon and I head for plaza sing :Dwanted watch paranormal activity but then....no seats available.. so we went to ice monster instead :Dchilled there and head some delicious yummies :)after tat.. we head for kylie's place.. relax and slack there till midnight...then off we went home seperately.. :Dthe thing i wanna highlight is...THANKS to KYLIE :Dthanks for buying me the lovely bible.. I didnt realise u were asking me cos u wanna buy me the bible.. I thought u were just asking my views... :P
really thanks a lot for the bible :D I will be attending church every Saturday as long nothing important came up :D and the thing i wanna let u know is..
my parents arent against me going for christianity...
becos they say they expected me to go into christianity :D
they said... they went to ask abt my future.. and were told that..
"I'll walk the path on christianity.."
they reveal that to me after i told them I got a bible now..
So is this fate's way of telling me? God's way of guiding me?
I really really wonder..
and thanks to you bringing me to the christianity shop..
I got myself a lovely magnet that writes a sentence my heart was looking for..
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you help in for so long in the first place."
that somehow is a great sentence to me... in my this phrase of life..
thats all.. tmr still got a long day ahead..
my jaw is starting to ache so badly.. :( Nights!
Saturday, November 14, 2009 1:28 AM
friday - 13th :D friday the 13 seh! my favourite day ever..whole day was raining cats and dogs and hamsters and guinea pigs :Dwell.. we just completed another assignment for our given case study : LEGO..:D first time feel so great during a presentation as i speak with confidence sia!i suppose im getting used to it alr :Dwhich is like... GOOOD! :)made that picture abv for our team during presentation editing :Pi think its cute.. but as usual.. the leader dun like it so never got a chance to use it~well.. the day @ sch ended short :) which is great..felt like a zoombie from the after-effects of sleeping at 4am+ the night before..was doing the whole presentation out :Dglad it turned out well.. first time our leader Dom actually praise us for a good job done :)so happy! :D the effort wasnt wasted!!the rest of the day.. was spend at wrk.. then aunt's place..yay! we are planning a trip on the 27th Nov, Saturday.. the public holiday to go ZOO! :Dhappy.. so long never had family trips already :D
12th Nov - Thurs..went for KKH Talk.. YAWNS..the talk wasnt helpful at all.. cause most of the things at the talk is...available in their website.. =/well... overall no much information was gained..then we went bugis starbucks and discussed project... till 2pm+ then...the 4 ladies went walking ard bugis parco & street..bought myself a hard silicon case for my E63 :Dso happy that I finally gotten it after my long wait wait wait.. :)its a great phone to use :Dsimplify my life a lot :Dwell... after tat.. ard 4pm.. I left and went amk to meet kylie..and off we went to Orchard ION for our Makan SESSION :Dlots of yummies eaten..till our tummies are FULL FULL FULL :D:D:Dalrite.. im gonna go rest already.. tmr must wake up damn early for smrt training..after that going kylie's church youth group :Dhope tmr(today) will be a fun day :Dnites. :)sorry for nt blogging for quite some time :P
now finally a time to catch a breathe :D
time to REST~ ZZZZzZZZzzzzzZzz
Monday, November 9, 2009 11:57 PM
November 8th!Happy BIRTHDAY DADDY!Hope you like your wallet and belt that we got for u :)Sorry I got you such a mini cake =/Couldnt find the big big one =xLove you lots..My world will collapse without you, mom and sis..If god wanna take away anybody, please take me away first.Im frighten by the recent nightmares..a strong fear developing in me... a fear of living on..in this never ending nightmare.......
Went Kite Flying with sis.. with her Nadia~My first attempt was very unsuccessful..we had a mini picnic there.. and snapped lots of pictures..I really enjoyed myself that day although its just simple fun~after that.. sis got me a kite of my own.. i named it Spectrum :)because its a rainbow coloured kite..after playing and playing.. All Hell Broke Loose for the next upcoming days..Total Nightmare. I Lost everything i got in just 1 week..Painful yet Im still standing up and walking on..am i inhuman? Maybe. My heart is frozen alr.
Fluffy.. although u only being with me for 3 days..but i really really treasure u a lot a lot..I'm glad I had your last 3 days.. and not allowing u spend your last breathe in the nightmare..Im sorry I couldnt control my tears.. but I really cant bear to let u go..I refused to believe you left me until I saw you lying motionless..I Love You , Fluffy!You will always be in my heart.. till my heart stop beating..Your cuddles and images will forever live with me.. within me..till all memories fade away deep into my soul..
Sunday, November 1, 2009 4:13 AM
Been awhile since i blogged..was jus either moodless to blog or too tired/busy to blog..Well... lets see wat i have done for the past few days..31th October 09' - Saturday..Last day of the month alr..!! So Soon..Life is really veryvery short!and time FLIES..went gym with sister in the eveningg... on our way to gym.. it was raining heavily..and tis 2 inconsiderate cars drive pass us with a puddle of water..that wet half of our body =.=we still went gym anyways..had a great time with her at gym.. cant believe i nvr give up on any exercise.. :)had dinner at hougang mall.. subway! with kylie.. alex kor and sis :)alex kor and sis went off.. and i slacked with kylie at mac..chit chat.. and catch up with each other..after tat.. i did something really stupid.. and moronic which I shouldnt have..im so inconsiderateeee to him!over the week.. a lot of stuff happened..and I finally came to terms with the ugly truth..kindness is not suppose to be applied to all.people like her will only make use of the kindness you shower on her..dun waste time on friends that doesnt need u as their friend..
Been awhile since i blogged... had a cupcake from adilah.. sweet but nice.. :) ^^ a very beautiful cupcake from her.. :)during PR class.. we had a quiz from ms melor >< ... luckily we manage to survive.. although ariah didnt come agn..thanks to dom & balqis..Xcapade will make it through ! :)well... after sch.. went straight to godma's place..had lunch there.. showered and played with the baby she is taking care of :)so cute lor the baby! :) took some of her photos.. gonna go print them out sometime :)hahas.. had a wonderful dinner and did some research stuff for LPD..after tat... left at ard 9+ for aunt's place..chit chatted and makaned :Pthen we did some drawings! and i merely drew 'family' :P hahas.. :) had so much fun & laughter there.. all my tiredness has disappearred..thanks to my godma's family & my aunts & cousins.. as well as my family :)
28th Oct 09' Wednesday..for CAH , we had rise and shine ISP event.. :)thanks to nicholas and the organising team!had lovely brownies and milo for breakfast.. after that was lots of projects..and some stuff happened that make me understand more abt the ugly truth.