Sunday, January 10, 2010 2:37 PM
1st jan was my last post. till the very day. only ard 1 week have past. and many things have happened to me.now im currently resting at home due to my freak incident.knuckles are all wounded. right knee seriously wound. disfigured.wonderful huhs.it all happened because i went cycling.. and the bicycle jus went crazy.. and i flew off my bike..literally flew like superman.. damage one straight line on the face. and lose 2 front teeth.the pain didnt make me cry on the spot..it was the words i heard later on that made me cry.i admit by me having this incident. it causes trouble to a hell lot of people..but i guess.. someone injuried jus want to have concerns.and not questions abt money money.. or project project..but i guess thats what i am to them.someone not worthy of their concerns.the one that surprised me most was Ariah.when i called her to let her know i wun be going to school because of my injuries.her reply was 'orh. ok'hahas. foolish me.. i was waiting for a word of concern and well. i got disappointed.that was yesterday.today.. i tried to take off the dressing..and it hurts very badly.. my wound is still somehow producing water..guess it must have damage the cells pretty bad..as for my fingers.. typing wun be a problem but writing will i guess..cant really grip something properly..luckily i'll still be able to do the ppts required. if not,alot problems will be caused to them..and im jus a project mate to them afterall.hahaha.its damn sad to realise almost all the people around u..are so... so superficial.it hurts. i guess in this incident. the thing that hurt most arent my injuries.its probably my heart.hais. after tis incident..i probably will stop cycling for some period of time.. at least until my knee fully recovers..my parents are so worried abt the scaring and the tooth.. but to me,they were the least of my concern.monday gonna go dentist and see what he says..probably gonna hv to remove them..gonna be eating porridge for quite some time..in this incident,i can see who is the ones that care truly. and who are the ones that only care abt themselves.but then.. i oso can see what damage my character actually did.so i cant blame them. i can only blame myself for not being worthy.and honestly, im sorry to all those i caused trouble for.i guess. serene just died in the incident ytd.now its another serene born once again.hope something like tis wun ever happen agn.becos it seriously hurts.
