Monday, November 9, 2009 11:57 PM
November 8th!Happy BIRTHDAY DADDY!Hope you like your wallet and belt that we got for u :)Sorry I got you such a mini cake =/Couldnt find the big big one =xLove you lots..My world will collapse without you, mom and sis..If god wanna take away anybody, please take me away first.Im frighten by the recent nightmares..a strong fear developing in me... a fear of living on..in this never ending nightmare.......
Went Kite Flying with sis.. with her Nadia~My first attempt was very unsuccessful..we had a mini picnic there.. and snapped lots of pictures..I really enjoyed myself that day although its just simple fun~after that.. sis got me a kite of my own.. i named it Spectrum :)because its a rainbow coloured kite..after playing and playing.. All Hell Broke Loose for the next upcoming days..Total Nightmare. I Lost everything i got in just 1 week..Painful yet Im still standing up and walking on..am i inhuman? Maybe. My heart is frozen alr.
Fluffy.. although u only being with me for 3 days..but i really really treasure u a lot a lot..I'm glad I had your last 3 days.. and not allowing u spend your last breathe in the nightmare..Im sorry I couldnt control my tears.. but I really cant bear to let u go..I refused to believe you left me until I saw you lying motionless..I Love You , Fluffy!You will always be in my heart.. till my heart stop beating..Your cuddles and images will forever live with me.. within me..till all memories fade away deep into my soul..