Saturday, October 24, 2009 2:31 AM
went guinea pigs search with kylie today after class...went serangoon north there... look here look there...couldnt really find the guinea pigs :(got 1 very cute.. fur not bad.. but only got 1..must at least get 2 leh... another shop got but too old already.. too big oso ><well... i guess... continue slowly find and hope for the best =/kylie was like playing with chinchilla for so freaking long inside the job :Penjoying herself with them.. but not possible to buy lar.. too pricey and nt worth it..after tat.. went kylie's place there packet food and makan at her place..was playing with chubby and tiffy.. then slacked..snacked then went home =/didnt went to wrk.. was way way way too tired..end up oso drop by wrk place cos must pick up a certain document..and tmr must go their event ALONE :(lucky jus help organise those invited people then can go home! :)
i guess stuff are bound to happen between us.. this might be the first time u said such stuff to me.. but i really really hoping that will be the last.. or will there be a next time? I duno why i feel so damn freaking hurt when i saw u typed tat sentence out to me..... tat sentence threw me further into confusion.. total confusion of what im doing so far.. i ask myself.. i have been giving 101% for every project so far.. doing as much as i can to cover up your share so you wun be tat stressful.. instead of being appreciated.. u said " i oso never ask u to do for me ".. tis sentence really make me feel... i shouldnt have gave a damn abt anything.. i shouldnt have concentrate so hard in AOA class so that i can teach her all the required stuff.. i shouldnt have pushed my body over limits just to complete presentations.. having fever and sore throat thru out the week and nobody found out abt it.. i really am an idiot i guess.. although u said all those stuff to me.. end up.. i still dun wanna lose u.. i guess im a fool but i just want u to be part of my life.. in the past... present and future.. im greedy.. i want u to be in my life for as long as im breathing...