My Serenity

the true side.

2010-02-10T22:34:00.004+08:00

This two are the pictures of my post today.

A Stormy Field.

A Peaceful Field.

wondering why that two pictures?
because...
those two are the pictures representing my mood nowadaes.
most people who dun experience dental treatment will nt understand how i feel..
but those who do. will understand perfectly what i mean.
trust me or not, my body recognise the pain it goes thru when going thru a treatment..
the fear of going thru that pain is constantly in my head..
thats why recently I have been kept on craving for sports..
but i cant really go to my parents and cry to them.. saying im scared of the pain..
because my parents will jus say i brought upon the pain by myself..
but the truth is......

my heart is fearing the pain a lot a lot... till the point of freaking out..
i need to overcome a lot just to make myself go to the dental clinic..
i wonder how long it will take to rid myself of this constant fear which has turn to become such a huge stress..
im afraid. i am. because im jus a ordinary human being who is fully capable of fearing for pain.. especially the injections to the gum..
and now.. i need to attend a surgery to remove the small teeth cos its alr a useless teeth..
when i had noodles just now with my fake teeth..
trust me, it felt like hell.
i couldnt bite the noodle at all. and when i realise tat, i almost cried.
i dun really know whats the road ahead of me in my life..
but i promise myself.. i'll walk on , no matter how painful it is.

fake teeth.

2010-02-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

Monday , 8th Jan 2010..
went to watch the movie above with sotong :D
overall rating... 4 out of 5 stars!
the plot is interesting & touching :D
thanks sotong for introducting me to the movie!
hahas..
went to eat aston with sotong after tat.. yummy yumm~
after munching, we headed off walking to bugis..
joked abt the flirting area at singapore art muesum!
damn funny.. middle of nowhere somemore..
well.. overall , really did enjoy the day..
thank you alot SOTONG :D muacks!
before meeting sotong,
went to dentist..
instead of my crown.. they discover a multiple fracture in my tooth..
and crowning become impossible for it..
so.. they put a temporary teeth so that at least i look nice for CNY..
which was totally not required and... very troublesome.
cause its not allow to bite ANYTHING at all..
if not it will drop..
and i cant imagine hw pain that will be... :(
so... now i eat with damn caution until i dun really feel like eating =.=

Tuesday , 9th Jan 2010..
went sch in the afternn..
took my excel test which is done quite accurately~
lucky me.. first attempt in a pivot table thingy and answer shld be correct :D
happy happy~
after sch.. went for gym with sis.. and had mac as dinner..
which is oso my only meal in the whole day because...
eating has become a troublesome thing to me right now.. =/
well.. super tired now..
going to sleep soon.. tmr gonna be another long day i guess..
sweet dreams! :D

CHAMPIONS

2010-02-07T18:26:00.003+08:00

YAY :D

Xcapade is the SHRI 2010 ITE/JC Category CHAMPIONS! :D

:D yipeeee!

I was so freaking nervous..

:D but I guess I did a presentation that I have never been able to..

its was a damn nervous day =/ when they annouce the 3rd and 4th winners..

we looked at each other and blurred..

then we realise we are either the 1st or 2nd!

fighting with SAJC.. =/

and when they annouce the runnerup is SAJC,

our hearts all skipped a beat! and believe it or not..

we were screaming a lot louder than the SAJC team because we realise...

we are the CHAMPIONS! :D

damn excitied till i cried =/

first time crying because of winning and not some thing sad.

:D hahas! the feeling was great~

although when we present,

we were nervous.. and the presentation got abit messy..

but nonetheless,

good job Xcapade! :D

I'm so glad we made it through~!!

soon we left the SMU building..

and was walking with dom to help him find cab.. cause..

he is carrying a extremely big gift basket from BRANDS! :D

well.. we ended up frm SMU to BUGIS's FU LU SHOU building.. =.=

crazy town that doesnt have any cab..

even if there is cab, they refuse to pick off from the road.

im like ' WTF ' , the cab drivers are always complaining no customer!

that is like super duper duper NOT TRUEEEE!

we braved the super hot weather and somehow made it..

had to call a cab in the end. =.= should hv done it from the start..

waste my time.. the cab fare is even better..

$20.80.

tat is how much it cost if I take cab frm sengkang to jurong with midnight charge.

well.. after all tat..

came home and was rather tired..

eat my late lunch and went to bed..

:D napped till night time then dota-ed away~!

monday going to get my front tooth done up :D

and then going out with sotong.. :D cant wait !

anyways, resigned from my work @ RC..

couldnt take the time constrain + low pay after all =/

gonna be free of the job in 1 month which is exactly when my holidays start..!

gonna go search for a new job already~ :D

woohoooos

2010-02-02T23:22:00.003+08:00

a new hairstyle :D

just got my hair chopped off today :D

wanted shoulder length. but thanks to my uniform...

it become collar length =/

but overall, i think it looks refreshing. :D

so yeah! new year, new resolution. :D

probably gonna keep short hair for quite some time :D

today project.

i blew my top off @ balqis and susan.

its time to speak my mind.

i seriously BTH.

please speak ur mind if u BTH me too k. :D

arghhh.

it feels better after speaking all the shit that is in my mind.

its hard being understanding and sensitive.

i can be sensitive and understanding but when u take me for granted,

i can really be a insensative and emotionless brat. :D

dun blame me when tat happens cos u asked for it. buahahahs.

and this post is 100% TRUE.

nice people oso have their limits.

mixture of two feelings.

2010-01-31T03:46:00.005+08:00

saturday, 30 Jan 2010.
since the year started,
i have not had a decent saturday.
i checked back my posts.
seriously not a decent saturday.. until i was thinking is it a curse.
but i have been shown that it is not a curse.
if it is, someone alr broken the curse.
well.. the whole thing is..
my long awaited saturday.. was destroyed.
thanks to huiru jie.
make me so excited abt it. blarblarblar..
ended up? u abandoned me.
u had no idea how disappointed i was.
u had so much time to tell me beforehand.
and u waited till i asked u. which is less than 24 hrs to the outing.
i turned people's outings down. becos of?
becos u told me of the outing. and i really like hanging out with the people..
in the end? my anticipation were completely destroyed.
slept and woke up in a damn emo mood..
was damn moody. wondering why was my saturdays all crappy.

till Ariah's sms came and somehow saved me.
met up her with @ bedok..
then we went to macdonald near Nyessa's place..
and then 2 cousins of Ariah's bf came..
and we played monopoly deal :D
its a wonderfully addictive card game..
and i really like it a lot..
they made me laugh so much..
sorry i was quiet most of the times..
was thinking through some stuff.. hahas..
thanks for asking me along..
u really save me frm getting more and more moody rotting myself away @ home..

friday, 29 Jan 2010 :D

went out with Kylie..

wanted to watch movie but time was too rush..

so we went to arcade instead..

after tat.. gideon came..

hais.. stuff happened..

i hope the sunflower manage to cheer u up..

sorry but serene really duno wat else to do alr..

then went to NYNY dinner with youth group..

had much fun and laughter there :D

jaleb and janna is so cute :D

hahas.. after the dinner..

went to watch Legion with Kylie..

the movie totally sucks!

its a movie with a lousy plot~!

2 out of 5 stars.

after tat... went home..

and realised huiru jie set me aeroplane for supposingly sat's night soho.

reason? cos it turned into a class outing so yea.

im like 'wtf. wadeva man.'

sorry to say. im arent that understanding as u think i am.

i can be understanding if u didnt wait till i ask u then tell me.

u had the whole freaking day to inform me.. and u didnt bothered to.

u make me so disappointed with u la. thanks for bringing my hopes high.

seriously thanks arh.

u make me wonder abt my priorities again.

disappointments.

2010-01-28T09:38:00.001+08:00

Thursday

I just realise later got Hr Mock Test... never study yet... omgggg..

and never bring book somemore... OMFG!

Now in AOA class.. why am i so free while everybody is busy with their assignments?

because.. i got no textbook :(

susan never come cause she isnt feeling well..

and ariah probably never come because of overslept or smth..

now sitting alone.. day dreaming.. dazing.. wasting time away..

gonna have a new blog skin up by today :D

wanted to change it but cant seem to load the page @ sch..

probably do it when i reach home..

later after sch.. if ariah comes.. xcapade will go Jurong IMM to shopp..

for our event materials..

but if she never come.. i probably gonna go home sleep..

getting more and more tired recently..

cant wait for Friday and Saturday to come..

Friday going NYNY with kylie + youth group..

then going aunt's place at night..

Saturday shld be going out with Ariah, Nyessa they all :D

then at night gonna go SOHO with huiru jie and weibeng kor..

serene wants the rain to come.

please flood Singapore today.

Wednesday
Crazy long day.
Ariah came, Susan came too.
we did our LPD presentation..
and so unfortunately, we are the first team to present AGAIN~!!
hahas.. after the remaining groups presented..
finally can go home.. @ around 4pm+..
so so tired..
it was a long long day..
wanted to go swimming but found myself half dead.. way too tired..
so i just slacked at home.. and decided to replace my colleague for work..
had macdonald as dinner :D

2010-01-27T09:34:00.000+08:00

tuesday..
after sch was alr quite late...
went to meet Huiru Jie.. :D
went to eat Yuki Yaki with her.. :D
eat a lot of beef :D yum yumm..
terriyaki beef.. :D
the ball food all not nice one!
the cuttlefish, prawn, pork ball all... CMI. (cannot make it.)
well... the food was still great overall.. eat until damn damn fun~
then we had ice cream too! :D
made our own ice cream.. in the end, i had 5 different flavours!
it was deliciousss~ with wafer biscuits :D
we eat and eat for 3 hours+ in total.. amazing huhs..
eat until damn food.. went home and started doing projects..
ended upp.. by 12am+ finally manage to finish LPD ppt..
but i didnt sleep until 4am+ because the stress just kept me awake..
so many things to do.. so so little time..
the stress is KILLING meeeeee.. :(
just hope SAT & FRI will come~
its gonna be a dead fun weekend~ weeeheeee~ :D:D:D
pubbing & dinneerrr :D yippeee. time to unwhine before i explode!

mondayy.
went out with kylie after school :D
it was a day of fun and weirdness~
meet her and go to AMK Hub..
to book NYNY for this friday's dinner.. 20 people worth of seats ><..
hahas. its cfm gonna be a fun day this saturday~
went to crystal jade to see cakie cakie~
then.. at first she wanted to watch tooth fairy..
but Gideon was late.. and couldnt make it in time..
and Kylie was like super duper pissed. =/
and some crappy stuff happened @ toast box while we were eatingg..
after Gideon reacheed.... Kylie didnt talk to him at all sia.. =
it was damn weird.. im like stuck in the middle..
we walked around aimlessly.. and later head to Kylie's place..
then Chubby and Tiffy got into trouble ><..
and then Kylie get farther pissed.. =/
CHILL k :D serene is heree..!
then i went home.. was freaking tired.

longg week

2010-01-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

well.. the weekends was spend at home.. resting and chilling :D
sunday went swimming.. although my leg and hand still hurt..
but i like it when swimming :D as if all the boundaries are all gone :D
feeling of freedommm!
hahas :D:D:D
after tat had lunch with family then went library alone.. :D
serene learn that.. friends & teammates cant really go hand in hand..
Ariah, im sorry that i made u sad :(
i really wanna make u happy always.
i wanna be ur happy pills too.

the above 3 photos.. :D

was taken on 22-Jan-2010 :D

went to my dentist appointment..

it was a painful trip :( damn pain..

gonna be going for another appointment in Feb to get my teeth done~

then went to meet Kylie.. had lunch..

and off we went to esplanade and saw a seashell exhibition :D

took couple of pictures with my lousy handphone camera :P

was quite pleased that the photos turn out not bad :D

gideon came.. then...

we had high tea at cookie muesum..

after tat.. we headed off to paya lebar and met kylie's mom..

for dinner @ aston.. after tat, we went to Kylie's youth group..

as usual, its fun being there :D the feeling is just good..

decided to go there more often from now on..

hopefully weekly :D

after tat went aunt's house then home sweet home after tat :D

bought cookies on thursday during breaktime.. before my group meeting :D

hahas. hope u guys liked it :D

SUBWAY COOKIES~

damn nice :D and highly addictive..

yummies~ :D alright.. thats for last week..

2010-01-18T18:30:00.002+08:00

thats my new ezlink card sticker :D cute bunny!
saw it on my way home and think its really really cute :P
hahas.. bought it and pasted it on my ezlink card..
today was having bad monday blues..
was late for half an hr for my HR class..
and the teacher was damn.... irritating..
he asked me a question and i duno the answer..
then he said ' go shopping for 30mins still duno the answer.. '
i was thinking 'wth..'
i was late because of my knee injury and the traffic jam. =.=
damn it.. this knee injury just make me so so tired everyday..
i guess cell regeneration makes people tired... and uses lots of energy...
yawnnns..
today is only monday.. how i wish tmr is friday alr. =x
siannn!

2010-01-16T23:32:00.001+08:00

today. alot of shit happen. practically. since the last saturday i injuried myself..
everything have went haywired and shitty.
tmr maybe will write more..
todae i shld just let the quotes talk for me..
having a bad headache now.

loves

2010-01-14T23:20:00.002+08:00

today.
ups and downs.
btw,
Xcapade which is my project team in school..
got into SHRI semi finals.
seriously, if we never win,
im alright with it.
because i can seriously see..
everyone is trying so hard in the team..
we are a team full of diversity. prehaps that is why we understand diversity and embrace it huhs.. :D

tis few days.. been busy in school..
busy with projects, competition & CA..
practically.. its a hell of a week..
been damn busy.. went thru plenty of bumps..
and finally friday is just tomorrow :D
highlights of this few days are....
lots of crap from people.. stares and gossips..
but i dun give a shit :D
say what u want. i dun wanna bother myself with it anymore.
Xcapade, thanks for all the help because of my partial handicapped... i have made the team suffer quite alot.. :D thanks and forgive me for getting injuried at such a wrong timing..
well.. tis few days.. i really start to see who is there.. and who is not..
hahas.. :D i understand my parents concern now.
fully understood!!

well.. i just hope the injuries heal much. today when i saw news @ 10.. the earthquake incident, i feel.. although im injuried but im a lot better than them.
god send me angels from above..
and one of them is a Malay man today. :D
he is really really nice..
i was limping my way to sch from bus stop and there is a mosque nearby my sch..
he offered me a ride all the way to the foyer area of my sch.
although he didnt know who i am,
he trusted me to let me board his car. and even took the extra trouble.
i seriously appreciate that :D thanks for making my day.
rest of the day was quite horribly painful...
my knee wound acted up alot today... couldnt even stand still for a minute..
i hope everything will get better because i still have a presentation for SHRI competition tis saturday.. hope everything will proceed smoothly.
everyday. im presented with new challenges. and im glad i made it thru.
with the help of many :D

arghhh.

2010-01-11T14:39:00.002+08:00

another day of the nightmare..
wonder how long its gonna take for the nightmare to be gone.
my right hand is swelling.. and im worried.
but then... my fingers seem to be fine..
hope everything will heal up fast..
waiting for Kylie to buy lunch for me now..
tmr gonna go back to school already..
kinda worried how am i gonna get to sch..
and the stares on my face and wounds definately will have..
im kinda worried over all those minor stuff..
after shower.. the pain frm the wounds intensify..
and its freaking painful.. but i kept telling myself..
'endure it.. its healing'
later going to work..
im still wavering whether to go work or not..
but i cant run away and hide forever..
sooner or later.. i need to go out there.. show my face..
ignore the stares and get on with life..
at least until the wounds heal up...
mom is still damn worried abt the scaring..
im more afraid of the stares now..
dad knows what im afraid of.. but i seriously cant be running away forever..
i need to go out and show myself..
even if its gonna be stares and laughters..
i need to get over it.
god, please give me strength to get over all this stuff.

2010-01-10T14:37:00.003+08:00

1st jan was my last post. till the very day. only ard 1 week have past. and many things have happened to me.
now im currently resting at home due to my freak incident.
knuckles are all wounded. right knee seriously wound. disfigured.
wonderful huhs.
it all happened because i went cycling.. and the bicycle jus went crazy.. and i flew off my bike..
literally flew like superman.. damage one straight line on the face. and lose 2 front teeth.
the pain didnt make me cry on the spot..
it was the words i heard later on that made me cry.
i admit by me having this incident. it causes trouble to a hell lot of people..
but i guess.. someone injuried jus want to have concerns.
and not questions abt money money.. or project project..
but i guess thats what i am to them.
someone not worthy of their concerns.
the one that surprised me most was Ariah.
when i called her to let her know i wun be going to school because of my injuries.
her reply was 'orh. ok'
hahas. foolish me.. i was waiting for a word of concern and well. i got disappointed.
that was yesterday.
today.. i tried to take off the dressing..
and it hurts very badly.. my wound is still somehow producing water..
guess it must have damage the cells pretty bad..
as for my fingers..
typing wun be a problem but writing will i guess..
cant really grip something properly..
luckily i'll still be able to do the ppts required. if not,
alot problems will be caused to them..
and im jus a project mate to them afterall.
hahaha.
its damn sad to realise almost all the people around u..
are so... so superficial.
it hurts. i guess in this incident. the thing that hurt most arent my injuries.
its probably my heart.
hais. after tis incident..
i probably will stop cycling for some period of time.. at least until my knee fully recovers..
my parents are so worried abt the scaring and the tooth.. but to me,
they were the least of my concern.
monday gonna go dentist and see what he says..
probably gonna hv to remove them..
gonna be eating porridge for quite some time..
in this incident,
i can see who is the ones that care truly. and who are the ones that only care abt themselves.
but then.. i oso can see what damage my character actually did.
so i cant blame them. i can only blame myself for not being worthy.
and honestly, im sorry to all those i caused trouble for.
i guess. serene just died in the incident ytd.
now its another serene born once again.
hope something like tis wun ever happen agn.
becos it seriously hurts.

new year speaks of the previous year's end :D

2010-01-01T17:22:00.000+08:00

2009-12-29T22:40:00.001+08:00

pictures speaks a thousand word :D

festive season~ part 1

2009-12-26T16:28:00.002+08:00

:D Boxing day is today..

took quite long to come update my bloggy :D

hahas.. had a xmas party on 24th :D

very fun...

awesome night..

25th..

played cluedo! :D damn fun.. although i lost =x

log cake and kfc :D delicious..

everyday at my godma's place is full of enjoyment..

:D gonna try to apply for TP to make my dreams come true..

:D:D:D i love a place where there is always life :D

not too noisy.. yet nt too dead :D

for my own home.. its cosy but.. too quiet.. until like.. dead quiet..

:D making a lot of decisions.. =/

26th.. boxing day.. :D probably gonna slack..

2009-12-23T16:21:00.002+08:00

hahas :D
wondering why there is the social house club logo ?
cos i just went there yesterday :D
and had lots of fun...
time to recall :D
22nd December 09'
woke up in the afternn..
then went out :D
went out to century square..
and had chicken rice and bought presents :D
well... after tat.. we head to clark quey..
and ended up in a big delay cause we practically duno how to walk and the train @ city hall broke down... :( damn it..
hahas.. we explored a lot here and there.. :D
after an hr plus.. we finally managed to reach liang court :D hahas..
it was fun thing although we probably went missing for a long time..
after tt.. we had ramen dinner @ liang court...
then after exchanging presents, we went off to Soho..
aka Social House..
and started our drinking session with lots of games..
had a wonderful timee!!
ty huiru jie for the wonderful time...
really enjoyed myself alot alot..
after drinking was supper prata :D
and home sweet home.. best thing is...
i havent slept at all.. =.=
my godma laughed at me.. she said "pple drunk is sleep until piggg..."
"u is cannot slp =.="
im like '><' hahas...
well.. gonna be staying at godma's place for 1 week.. :D
totally enjoyable for sureeee!

and.. please for ur own sake and my sake. stop lying to urself or me.
because seriously speaking, im sick of being lied to.
and dun u get tired of being lied to.....
stop acting u are my best fren when generally... u are not.
i once treat u as one of the most precious... but then..
u mis-used it. and tats it.. i gave u many chances.
but im tired of giving u anymore chances..
treat it as.... a last call k. wake up alr. please.
no point lying on.. seriously.
lead a proper life alr k. :D

2009-12-17T00:39:00.002+08:00

i miss my besties.. and my god-family :D
i cant wait for next week :D full of funnn!! :D
i seriously cant decide :D
but im gonna love this xmas.. because I have u all with me :D
cant believe the year is ending so soon... gonna be 19 soon alr.. =/
goshhh ><

:D 16 december :D WEDNESDAY..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KELVIN~!! :D
18 Years Old LE! can go watch M18 alr :D
must be happy happy always k! <3

hmms.. evening time went to watch movie with Kylie & Gideon @ amk hub.
zOMbieLAND! :D 4 out of 5 stars!
:D it has a nice sense of humour :D
but then the story was kinda messy..
it moved from gore.. to comedy.. then to romance :D
gore and comedy.. gore and romance.. tis 2 combination are not often seen!
:D so its a good movie to go watchh!
its wway better than paranormal activity.. :P
hahas :D well.. 1 advice though..
dun buy food if u cant eat while watching gore movie..! dun say i nvr warn u! :D

15 dec.. tuesdayyyy :D
met Kylie & Gideon during evening for dinner.. :D
had beef slice + beef balls kuey tiao for dinner :D
its quite nice! :D the soup taste good :D
well.. but its kinda pricey~
after tat.. grabb my fav kayabutter bread :D & some munchies..
went back to Kylie's place.. & Slacked.. :D
munchies munchies.. too bad no hv my paper chicken :(
after slacked.. went home and dota all the way :D
had so much funnn! so long nvr hooked onto dota alr :D

2009-12-15T01:34:00.002+08:00

i miss going out with my besties :D and my sisters :D
being at home can be quite boring some time :(
but then.... :D its fun to be home to rest once in awhile..
hahas.. cant wait to hang out with them soon! :D

Well... :D on 13th Dec 09' Sundayyy..
early morning in the AMs.. was doing my wall up :D
hahas.. making my wall pretty pretty :D
hahas.. :D now finally got a decent side of wall :D maybe will continue expanding =x
then off i went to bed :D
after i woke up, dad was pretty shocked to see i pasted stuff on my wall :P
noon time went swimming with sis and dad :D
we decided to go to hougang swimming pool since we havent went there for quite some time..
and... swam swam swam.. :D
omgoshhh.. i got suntanned.. now my skin tone is like a malay's >.<~
hahs.. but nonetheless.. i like my skin tone :P
buahahas :D
tanned = beautiful to me =x
well... after swimming.. we went to eat prata and indian rojak..
very very yummies :D anyone wanna go , ask me ! i bring u go :D
hahas.. :D after tat we went home...
before we head out agn.. sis made a new hairstyle for me :D look weird but nice :P
at eveninggg.. :D me and sis went to pasir ris.. to meet alex kor :D
and we went challenger to walk walk.. he bought a laptop for his dad..
and sis got me a headphone for my xmas present cos my earpiece spoilt :D
i love my headphone from sennheiser :D
after tat.. we went to ntuc.. and bought stuff for prayers @ loyang temple..
then after ntuc.. we went to eat dinner @ HK cafe..
yummy chicken chop spag :D
then we went loyang temple.. do our prayers.. and head homeee..

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saturday.. 12 dec.. :D
:D evening time kylie came to my place :D
and help me fixed my bicycle.. =/
thanks ger! :D
and thanks for the wallet~!! :D:D:D
really like it~!! my old wallet stinks! =x
well.. after tat.. went airport to eat popeye with her :D and my sis..
had some chit chats.. walked ard.. :D
and home we went..
although it was a short outing :D
but it was fun :D enjoyeed myself alot.. :D
thanks ger.. u nvr fail to make my day :D

wat a day.

2009-12-12T13:37:00.002+08:00

I'm glad its finally HOLIDAYS :D
no more schooling which is great.
:D and wat a great thing to realise on the last day of sch,
"we were never meant to be & im nothing but a replacement"
:D i seriously understand it right now.
thanks for giving me the understanding before holidays..
at least i know my priorities for the holidays..
I had fun being ur "friend", but I seriously arent interested to be her replacement :D
Tested & Proven :D

11 dec, Friday :D
early morning went to toapayoh to offer prayers to my godma's mom..
after tat.. afternn went to meet Ariah, Kylie and Gideon..
then we went off to ECP.. Ariah dun wanna cycle.. so she waited at the pit..
the 3 of us went cycling.. :D the feeling is so great! :D
although after tat my legs and hands are kinda jellified..
but its fun :D

after tat... they left.. then i went to my class bbq pit..
and the bbq begins!
everyone bbq bbq bbq.. played and fooled ard :D
its simply fun..
and to me, no words can describe how special is this bbq..
hahas. those who know wat happen, good for you :D
those who dun, dun bother asking me :D cos i dun wann tis matter to spoil my holidays :D
well. im glad its simply over. cos its been dragging WAY TOO LONG!
hahas.. :D well..
had lots of yummies to eat :D
and then head home.
well. if u are looking for the apology, its on facebook alr. wall-to-wall. :D

:D 10th December , thursday :D
today class ended very early.. and i head home!
after tat.. accompany sis out.. :D
we snapped lots of pictures and had lots lots of fun :D
and delicious yummies too!
well.. we even wrote our wishes on the make-a-wish balls :D
hahas.. its really really fun to hang out with sister :D
below are some pictures we took at the city link to esplanade area..
previously went with kylie :D

:D BERI long post.

2009-12-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

Sorry very long update =/ cos very long nvr update :D
was busy but now im free :D
Done with HR & PR so im FREEEE :D
cant wait for holidays. :D

8th Dec, Tuesday :D
Pr presentation today, COACH. been doing it till damn tired previous nite..
end up waking up late for the meeting...
cab down and now broke ><
thanks susan for the subway cookie :D
its delicious..
went thru the presentation and some bbq stuff with the class..
really hope everything work out fine..
i said before, tempestt i really hope u can come. becos it shld be our class's last outing tgt alr.. but if u really think coming will be against ur wishes, i wun force u. and i dun really like to bear grudges. whether u come or not, im intending to give it my all and make it a fun day for the class :D i will need to do some serious planning tmr with ariahhh! :D cant wait for Nicholas to come back frm blaze 1 camp.. then got one more person to help meee! thanks ISPians for their co-operation :D really really hope all can come! :D Lets have fun k!

7th Dec, Monday :D
kinda emo and didnt wanna go sch after crying the whole night..
gt insulted by my mom as usual.. for losing my wallet..
well.. i seriously dun understand why in the world she gave birth to me and my sis..
met kylie at sengkang police post.. to my police report...
bought a ezlink card..
head over to her place after lunch @ KFC..
and learn to cycle at turns and humps :D finally can cycle already :D
althought still not very powerful~!
i'll continue trainingg..
hope Gideon can come over soon to fix my bike chair :(
cant ride it now cos its too high upp...!

6th December, Sunday :D
afternn met up with the gers and do project :D pr project.. @ starbucks, The Cathay..
after tat.. kylie came with Gideon.. Jaleb and Janna.. :D
then followed them to kylie's place.. after dinner..
i learn how to cycle! ><
only can cycle straight.. :D hahas.. tired.. and slightly injuried..
chiong ppt =/ freaking tired.. and i lost my wallet while on my way home :(
sad..

5th December 09' :D
Saturday..
went to meet kylie in the afternn..
accoy her for her presentation..
thanks Gideon for the great laughters..
had bk for late lunch...
then we went to watch a orchestra with kylie's mom..
not bad.. but not really wat i like after all..
took quite a few pictures at the link frm city hall mrt stn to esplande..
:D lovely area! gummy bear and paper drawings :D
well.. the day end quite quickly :D
took nr home. :D

Well.. Friday 4th December :D
didnt head to school..
phone got bombed 30 over times by Kylie :D and finally woke up..
went movies with her..
watched new moon tgt at The Cathay :D
JACOB IS HOT :D 4 out of 5 stars for the movie..
the movie probably need more fighting scenes.. and shorter drama scenes ><
but overall its great.. and we had chippys during the movie :D
after movie.. we went to toast box and grab some drinks and bread :D
after tat... we start our xmas lighting adventure :D
walk and walk down orchard road :D
went to takashimaya.. and kylie did shopping there :D
thanks for getting me the bag tag :D
went to see her fren , tiantian..
after tat.. sat at macdonald to slack..
and off we waited for Gideon...
at first plan to go harries.. but in the end.. plan cancelled..
watched a band at wisma atrium..
and saw a transexual dancing to the band.. it was funny :D and very entertainingg!
end the night with that :D funny funny night.

just a foto for the 1st Dec and 30th Nov :D check older post for details :D

2009-12-07T01:35:00.001+08:00

i just lost my wallet. got no mood to blog at all. whoever who found my wallet.. please return it to me.. u can take all the money.. please i just need my wallet and cards.. nothing else matter alr.. pls pls..

I need a getaway!

2009-12-03T23:41:00.002+08:00

picture of the day :D gummies escaping their container!
hahas :D
so cute! hahas...
well.. i seriously need a weekend getaway.. freaking tiring now..
sch todae sucks afterall..
projects having problems here and there..
tight deadlines.. and biased teachers..
equals to.. MEGA KILL~!! OWNINGG!
hahas ><>

well.. after sch..
went with ariah to simei starbucks.. to meet her cousin.. Nyesa :D
and well.. starbucks was... getting chaotic thanks to the event they have..
we left quickly for LJS.. hahas..
at LJS.. we chatted and talked..

Nyesa came :D
and after getting food.. we are taught a lesson name 'SINGAPOREANS TRUE COLOURS'
hahas..
KIASU singaporean sioh!
cannot tahan tis kind of people.. =/
dun donate.. lie say already donated just to get a free drink..
we were like 'omggg...' wats wrong with tis people man!
well.. we played game and chatted..
im gonna be their photographer for their major photoshoot :D
woohoos.. bet its gonna be fun! :D
happy sioh..
had so much fun the whole night :D

ARIAH, aku nak CLUBBING SIOH! :D pretty pretty please?

Hahas :D i want holidays to come soon !

Dominic, please. i know u care a lot of ur own GPA. but please think before you speak, cause your accidental speech has brought us plenty of worries. U might think im starting a din out of nothing.. that is because it doesnt affect you. please start thinking of the welfare of ur teammates. get them to understand before getting them to do things! you are a great leader so please maximise your leadership skills. I know getting things done is important, but its a teamwrk thingy. so please look after ur members? and stop focusing on your own gpa. ur words abt fearing us will drag ur gpa down.. is painful. freaking hurtful to hear your leader saying tat. tat sentence will kill all the morale. so please. try to think of us.

:D difference.

2009-12-02T23:51:00.003+08:00

thats my picture of the day :D

an ant wrking very hard! :)

although im nt wrking that hard.. but i will continue giving my best! :D

trying harder and harder.. living everyday to the fullest !!

hahas :D

today.. overall is TIRING :D but.. used to the max :D

kinda exhausted now..

went sch half dead in the morning..

as class goes on.. energy lvl drops~

hahas.. LPD lesson.. we had a discussion for the class bbq..

after tat im like... drained~

seriously everytime when i talk infront of a big group of pple,

i will feel damn exhausted.. its tiring to cover my nervousness up..

hahas :D but nowadaes, its getting alot easier compared to last year.. =/

well.. last time im always hiding in one of the corner.. among my frens..

not taking intiating and stuff to keep myself on the safe side..

but actually now.. taking initiatives for stuff.. creating risks in life..

its a hell lot more fun :D although its tiring and probably i'll hv a dozen of enemies by the end of the day.. but the fun is all worth it! :):):)

hahas :D serene would like to thank ISPians for helping out for the class bbq :D

hope it will be a fun fun day :)

and sorry if serene sucks at planning and stuff, its my first try at organising a class event so yups :D pls guide me along!

lets make the bbq a good memory for all of us :D

Well.. for tuesday.. i didnt need to attend the NAPFA test so i didnt go sch and took mc.. went polyclinic for my jaw check.. hahas :P and the referral date they gave me to go to sg dental centre is..... 20th Jan 2010 ! Hahas.. i was like 'wth'.. hahas :P but well, thats the earliest date they can give me =/ after poly clinic.. met sister.. and we ate @ downtown east.. shiling makan place :D we both had chicken cutlet curry rice and fried mushroom with ice honey lemon drink :D YUMMIES. hahas.. its really delicious.. then after tat.. we bought some stuff and went praying at Loyang temple :D and something mystical happen :) shld known it as.. im fated with vending machines? Hahas.. well.. after tat.. off we went home :D on the bus 89, we saw a lady sat onto a grasshopper =/ and she actually didnt realise it at all! and my sis and me was like 'OMG!OMG!' :x

KYLIE :D

i remembered something u told me before.

'treat your friends kind & treat your enemies even more kind :D'

KYLIE, HUIRU JIE, ARIAH+HAIRIL :

so sorry i cant go hang out with either of u on tuesday :(

was pretty occupied the whole day so.. SORRY!

Miss u all lots :) Lets hang out soon! <3

a special day to remember.

2009-11-30T23:47:00.004+08:00

Tempestt, I really cant force myself to apologize to u. because i know its the sentence that u said which sparked all my childish acts. I will admit all the byiatch i mentioned before is nobody but you. but then, i wun apologize for those childish acts until u realise ur own fault. I know i got a major fault, but like wat u said ' if u dun bully others, others wun bully you ' if u didnt start tat sentence, i wouldnt have give u all those crap right? then u oso wun give me all those crap too right now ? its a endless circle. it takes 2 hands to clap. so when i have fault, so do u. and thanks for educating me. from now on, if i wanna say someone, i will do it openly :D thanks for teaching me about that. regarding my character and attitude resulting me to lose my frens, i'll watch out about myself from now on. thanks for telling me about it :D i appreciate it. As promised, i removed those posts and entries frm here and fb. but i wun apologize unless u admit ur fault. and regarding the bbq, its up to you whether im trying hard or not. as long as i know im trying my best for it, its enuff. if u dun wanna go, or if the whole class end up nt going. then all i can do is jus cancel it. if even 1 person is going, i will still carry on the planning. thanks for enlighting me about lots of stuff today. god bless you.

KYLIE :D thanks for accompanying me today :D had so much fun today.. makan and arcading.. lets go cycling soon k ! :D love u lots. thanks for the pooh bear bear :D
KYLIE, ARIAH, HUIRU JIEJIE, SUSAN :D thanks for being by my side :D god bless u! although my frens might be very little.. :D but im still happy to have u all by my side.

busy week

2009-11-28T00:47:00.004+08:00

school was kinda still ok~
cos... most of the time was with my crazy hr/pr team :D
other than tat was speaking to class abt the class bbq :D
thanks Nicholas for helping so much! & oso the class for the support! :)
after sch was fun.. had waffles with ariah :D
delicious..
other than waffles..
we had... honey chicken and.. corn cup too!
didnt have pics for those cos we were busy munching away..!!
hahas :D well.. it was a fun day.. thanks ger~
i wish we can have fun always & i dun hv to nag at u..

24th Nov.. tuesday.. smrt exercise..
been training for the past 2 saturdays..
finally the actual day.. but......
it was not as good as i expected to be :(
kinda disappointed..
well.. but overall i had fun :D C1 rawks!
hahas :D know a couple of new frens :)
its fun chatting with them :D how i wish im in their class :P
hahas.. :D its been a fun & tiring day.. but......
after the exercise.. evening time i went out with my parents..
shopping.. eating.. more shopping and more eating :P
glutton and shopoholic~
hahas. fun fun day :D

MONDAY met kylie for dinner :D
soup spoon... yumms..
oso met kelvin while shopping.. next time i see him.. gonna be hihs bbq :D
hahas.. had fun chitchatting with kylie :D it was fun! thanks ger!

tis was the previous weekends :D
fridayy.. 20th Nov :D
had celebration of my aunts' birthdays :D
funn~ the cake was nice :D the jellies were colourful and delicious! :D
saturday.. 21st Nov.. :D
went out eating with my relatives as celebration of aunts' birthday :D
had dinner @ airport's dian xiao er..
not bad the food :D quite delicious!
after tat we had mac ice creams :D
then off we went homee..
yummies!

Sick.. sick.. sick..

2009-11-20T14:44:00.002+08:00

for the past few daes...
i've been not feeling well at all...
including todae... 20th of November.. which is oso the day I have my AOA paper for CA..
pretty much done with the paper within an hr... done some checking..
now is only left.. praying for the best :D
hahas.. well.. i tried my best.. and thats enuff :D
wasnt feeling right this few days... the weakness is making me giving in..
although i dun really wanna show how weak i am..
but the weakness came thru..
thurs nite.. wrked half way.. and my energy was like.. gone~
no choice but head for home... hope tonite wun like this again..
I really hope to get well soon... the weekends are heading my way.. and i really really.. need to start getting well right abt... NOW..
cause i wanna swimm this sunday... swim like a fishhh! :D
well.. i wanna really master butterfly :D
its really really funn..
alrite... now.. i shld go rest :D welcome the weekends!

very sick

2009-11-18T22:12:00.004+08:00

Nov 18th 2009.. Wednesday.. was a busy day.. was travelling like everywhere ><

manage to wake up.. although my flu and fever worsen now with cough too..

but i was late for the meeting..

after tat.. discussion with Xcapade started...

after the discussion... dom left.. and sixuan oso left..

leave me and balqis to eat :D

i had chicken rice.. while she had malay curry chicken with rice :D

hahas.. then we start discussing project..
do do do... till its time to leave..

then we trained away~

she got off at khatib.. while i continue the ride to woodlands :D

met ash there.. and went for movie, 2012!!

the movie is... like sadistic.. i think many a scenes i feel like crying :(

really cant imagine this movie might have a chance playing infront of my eyes..

but i really hope that wun happen :D

i'll probably rate it... 8 over 10 stars.. the plot was kinda typical..

broken family... then got back together and stuff :D

its a movie.. tat shows diversity in enthicity and race :D

hahas :P project craze already..

now going to go sleep as..... im suppose to wake up 4 hrs later..

hope my body can tahan somemore..

last all the way till weekends at least..

body.. pls start recoveringg.. i cant be down right now..

too many stuff need to be completed.. no time to fall sick!

2009-11-17T22:02:00.002+08:00

Having such a bad flu since the start of the day... sniff sniff...
feeling so so awful right now..
HAAA Chooooo~~~
feeling so unwell right now... half dead half dead already...
drank flu medicine but dun seem to be useful.. the deadlines are all coming..
i cant really afford to get sick right now.....
hope i will recover totally after the sleep later..
sobs sobs..
feeling so horrible right now..
tomorrow still got projects that require to complete.. i cant fall sick right now..
but my body feels so... weak and heavy...
so uncomfortable...
gonna go rest pretty soon.. cant take much more already...
way too tired.. with the fever and water tap nose..
it feels horrible to be awake..
was alone at home.. i think faint oso nobody realise..
alrite.. i'll go grab a hot drink then go sleep already..
pray hard that I'll be fine the next day..

lovely weekends

2009-11-16T00:43:00.003+08:00

15th Nov 09' - Went swimming with dad & sis as usual for sundays :D
woke up in the noon time.. and went sengkang swimming pool there...
the water was freaking cold todae.... freezing..
manage to get used to the coldness after awhile.. and swam..
after that :D me and sis actually learnt butterfly stroke! :D
it was really fun and interesting and difficult too! :D
we had so much fun testing ourselves... fooling ard..
although we nt fully learnt it but the experience is good :)
after that.. we had late lunch @ mac :D
yumms yumms...
after we got hm.. dad went to fetch mum..
evening time.. me and sis went to meet alex kor for dinner @ a korea food restaurant :D
yummmyy food :) it taste great..
after eating.. we went to walk around.. and i had popeye's mash potato as usual :P
hahas.. after tat.. we went candy empire, bought some candies.. and off we head for home..
tis weekend was great :D how i wish the weekends can be ALOT longer.. :P

woke up early in the morning.. and went for smrt thingy briefing..
it was describe in one word ' BORING ' :D
hahas.. but after it ended..
headed for kylie's place.. and changed attire..
went to her church for thanks giving :)
after tat was buffet dinner and i had fun playing with the kids :D
so so cuteee!
after that.. was a jamming session from kylie, gideon and another guy :D
it was cool listening to them...
after the whole session ended.. kylie , gideon and I head for plaza sing :D
wanted watch paranormal activity but then....
no seats available.. so we went to ice monster instead :D
chilled there and head some delicious yummies :)
after tat.. we head for kylie's place.. relax and slack there till midnight...
then off we went home seperately.. :D

the thing i wanna highlight is...
THANKS to KYLIE :D

thanks for buying me the lovely bible.. I didnt realise u were asking me cos u wanna buy me the bible.. I thought u were just asking my views... :P
really thanks a lot for the bible :D I will be attending church every Saturday as long nothing important came up :D and the thing i wanna let u know is..
my parents arent against me going for christianity...
becos they say they expected me to go into christianity :D
they said... they went to ask abt my future.. and were told that..
"I'll walk the path on christianity.."
they reveal that to me after i told them I got a bible now..
So is this fate's way of telling me? God's way of guiding me?
I really really wonder..
and thanks to you bringing me to the christianity shop..
I got myself a lovely magnet that writes a sentence my heart was looking for..
"When you feel like giving up, remember why you help in for so long in the first place."
that somehow is a great sentence to me... in my this phrase of life..
thats all.. tmr still got a long day ahead..
my jaw is starting to ache so badly.. :( Nights!

a happy week?

2009-11-14T01:28:00.003+08:00

friday - 13th :D
friday the 13 seh! my favourite day ever..
whole day was raining cats and dogs and hamsters and guinea pigs :D
well.. we just completed another assignment for our given case study : LEGO..
:D first time feel so great during a presentation as i speak with confidence sia!
i suppose im getting used to it alr :D
which is like... GOOOD! :)
made that picture abv for our team during presentation editing :P
i think its cute.. but as usual.. the leader dun like it so never got a chance to use it~
well.. the day @ sch ended short :) which is great..
felt like a zoombie from the after-effects of sleeping at 4am+ the night before..
was doing the whole presentation out :D
glad it turned out well.. first time our leader Dom actually praise us for a good job done :)
so happy! :D the effort wasnt wasted!!
the rest of the day.. was spend at wrk.. then aunt's place..
yay! we are planning a trip on the 27th Nov, Saturday.. the public holiday to go ZOO! :D
happy.. so long never had family trips already :D

12th Nov - Thurs..
went for KKH Talk.. YAWNS..
the talk wasnt helpful at all.. cause most of the things at the talk is...
available in their website.. =/
well... overall no much information was gained..
then we went bugis starbucks and discussed project... till 2pm+ then...
the 4 ladies went walking ard bugis parco & street..
bought myself a hard silicon case for my E63 :D
so happy that I finally gotten it after my long wait wait wait.. :)
its a great phone to use :D
simplify my life a lot :D
well... after tat.. ard 4pm.. I left and went amk to meet kylie..
and off we went to Orchard ION for our Makan SESSION :D
lots of yummies eaten..
till our tummies are FULL FULL FULL :D:D:D

alrite.. im gonna go rest already.. tmr must wake up damn early for smrt training..
after that going kylie's church youth group :D
hope tmr(today) will be a fun day :D
nites. :)
sorry for nt blogging for quite some time :P
now finally a time to catch a breathe :D
time to REST~ ZZZZzZZZzzzzzZzz

Happiness Mix With Nightmares

2009-11-09T23:57:00.003+08:00

November 8th!
Happy BIRTHDAY DADDY!
Hope you like your wallet and belt that we got for u :)
Sorry I got you such a mini cake =/
Couldnt find the big big one =x
Love you lots..

My world will collapse without you, mom and sis..
If god wanna take away anybody, please take me away first.
Im frighten by the recent nightmares..
a strong fear developing in me... a fear of living on..
in this never ending nightmare.......

Went Kite Flying with sis.. with her Nadia~
My first attempt was very unsuccessful..
we had a mini picnic there.. and snapped lots of pictures..
I really enjoyed myself that day although its just simple fun~
after that.. sis got me a kite of my own.. i named it Spectrum :)
because its a rainbow coloured kite..
after playing and playing..

All Hell Broke Loose for the next upcoming days..
Total Nightmare. I Lost everything i got in just 1 week..
Painful yet Im still standing up and walking on..
am i inhuman? Maybe. My heart is frozen alr.

Fluffy.. although u only being with me for 3 days..
but i really really treasure u a lot a lot..
I'm glad I had your last 3 days.. and not allowing u spend your last breathe in the nightmare..
Im sorry I couldnt control my tears.. but I really cant bear to let u go..
I refused to believe you left me until I saw you lying motionless..
I Love You , Fluffy!
You will always be in my heart.. till my heart stop beating..
Your cuddles and images will forever live with me.. within me..
till all memories fade away deep into my soul..

a long week again

2009-11-01T04:13:00.002+08:00

Been awhile since i blogged..
was jus either moodless to blog or too tired/busy to blog..
Well... lets see wat i have done for the past few days..

31th October 09' - Saturday..
Last day of the month alr..!! So Soon..
Life is really veryvery short!
and time FLIES..
went gym with sister in the eveningg...
on our way to gym.. it was raining heavily..
and tis 2 inconsiderate cars drive pass us with a puddle of water..
that wet half of our body =.=
we still went gym anyways..
had a great time with her at gym.. cant believe i nvr give up on any exercise.. :)
had dinner at hougang mall.. subway! with kylie.. alex kor and sis :)
alex kor and sis went off.. and i slacked with kylie at mac..
chit chat.. and catch up with each other..
after tat.. i did something really stupid.. and moronic which I shouldnt have..
im so inconsiderateeee to him!

over the week.. a lot of stuff happened..
and I finally came to terms with the ugly truth..
kindness is not suppose to be applied to all.
people like her will only make use of the kindness you shower on her..
dun waste time on friends that doesnt need u as their friend..

Been awhile since i blogged...
had a cupcake from adilah.. sweet but nice.. :) ^^
a very beautiful cupcake from her.. :)
during PR class.. we had a quiz from ms melor >< ...
luckily we manage to survive.. although ariah didnt come agn..
thanks to dom & balqis..
Xcapade will make it through ! :)
well... after sch.. went straight to godma's place..
had lunch there.. showered and played with the baby she is taking care of :)
so cute lor the baby! :) took some of her photos.. gonna go print them out sometime :)
hahas.. had a wonderful dinner and did some research stuff for LPD..
after tat... left at ard 9+ for aunt's place..
chit chatted and makaned :P
then we did some drawings!
and i merely drew 'family' :P
hahas.. :) had so much fun & laughter there.. all my tiredness has disappearred..
thanks to my godma's family & my aunts & cousins.. as well as my family :)

28th Oct 09' Wednesday..
for CAH , we had rise and shine ISP event.. :)
thanks to nicholas and the organising team!
had lovely brownies and milo for breakfast..
after that was lots of projects..
and some stuff happened that make me understand more abt the ugly truth.

injuried due to clumsiness =/

2009-10-26T19:02:00.004+08:00

todae.. a broken glass picture.. cause i got injuried in sch ><
while play captains' ball... tis defender.. is way too clumsy and knocked into the metal of the chair.. and oso... tripped on someone's leg and fall down.. ><

right now... one slightly bruise on right leg... and a injuried ankle on the left ><
both side oso have something.. =/ hahas..
although the injury is hurting from time to time.. but todae's captains' is damn fun~!!
fun and exciting.. :) miss the feel of captains' ball already~
hahas... after s&w mark the end of todae's lessons... waited for ariah to shower... then went to J8 popular cos she wanna buy some stuff..

and off we went seperately.. she went for work.. and me for home...
on the way... i sudddenly decided to go novena cos its on the way.. so went there to pick up my proof of purchase :) gonna send my fone to servicing quite soon :) got a few problems to settle...
ytd nite.. hand itchy.. go update my handphone software...
and POOF! my contacts are all gone ><

a new start then! :) gonna go read more and more on guinea pigs :) pple do tell me if u find somewhere that sells healthy guinea pigs :) thanks!

nightmare weekend

2009-10-25T21:47:00.002+08:00

To ALL THOSE WHO OVER ESTIMATED ME :
i may seem strong. but im NOT.
Please. even the strongest has weak spots.
Stop digging into my weak spots..
please stop before i break down and disappear..
I'm tired of being not appreciated in life.
Please start to understand how weak i can be.
and becareful with my feelings.
IM FRAGILE.

sunday.. 25 oct 09'..
went swimming with keith and my sis..
after tat went to jalan kayu prata...
ate alot alot of prata and other stuff...
went home slacked awhile and off we go to popular to buy some stuff...
saw maymay there with her bf.. =/
it still feels weird afterall..
then makaned at food court.. bought subway cookies and went home..

24th October 09' Sat..
had dinner at some temple.. representive of my rc..
cos i work there and no one can go =.=
after the dinner... went supper with my fren..
and tried waffles with hazelnut ice cream @ ice edge cafe...
at kovan area there one.. quite new cafe i think...
after tat chilled and went home...

23rd October 09' Friday...
its me me me :)
photos of myself after i came home from aunt's place at night...
afternoon time went to kylie's place to chill :)
details are in the previous post :)
it was a day of laughter & tears in summarise.

friday - 23 October

2009-10-24T02:31:00.003+08:00

went guinea pigs search with kylie today after class...
went serangoon north there... look here look there...
couldnt really find the guinea pigs :(
got 1 very cute.. fur not bad.. but only got 1..
must at least get 2 leh...
another shop got but too old already.. too big oso ><
well... i guess... continue slowly find and hope for the best =/
kylie was like playing with chinchilla for so freaking long inside the job :P
enjoying herself with them.. but not possible to buy lar.. too pricey and nt worth it..
after tat.. went kylie's place there packet food and makan at her place..
was playing with chubby and tiffy.. then slacked..
snacked then went home =/
didnt went to wrk.. was way way way too tired..
end up oso drop by wrk place cos must pick up a certain document..
and tmr must go their event ALONE :(
lucky jus help organise those invited people then can go home! :)

i guess stuff are bound to happen between us.. this might be the first time u said such stuff to me.. but i really really hoping that will be the last.. or will there be a next time? I duno why i feel so damn freaking hurt when i saw u typed tat sentence out to me..... tat sentence threw me further into confusion.. total confusion of what im doing so far.. i ask myself.. i have been giving 101% for every project so far.. doing as much as i can to cover up your share so you wun be tat stressful.. instead of being appreciated.. u said " i oso never ask u to do for me ".. tis sentence really make me feel... i shouldnt have gave a damn abt anything.. i shouldnt have concentrate so hard in AOA class so that i can teach her all the required stuff.. i shouldnt have pushed my body over limits just to complete presentations.. having fever and sore throat thru out the week and nobody found out abt it.. i really am an idiot i guess.. although u said all those stuff to me.. end up.. i still dun wanna lose u.. i guess im a fool but i just want u to be part of my life.. in the past... present and future.. im greedy.. i want u to be in my life for as long as im breathing...

the busy times.

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Going to sleep now alr... tis week has been damn tiring...
wrking -schling - wrking - schling.. lots of projects somemore...
so freaking tired now.. =/ sorry took so long then update..
tmr not going wrk :) gonna go guinea pigs search :)
im gonna go get guinea pigs! havent decide 1 or 2..
but im definately gonna get 1 :)
gonna go sleep.. eyes bth alr~ nite!

22nd October, Thursday..
we quarrelled ytd... project is so evil..
make us quarrel sia :(
i really hope our views will start to clique :(
and quarrels will lessen...
while we were waiting for dom.. we snapped the 4 pictures.. :)
the group of 4 of us - balqis , susan , ariah and me :x
we nvr take pictures before..
hahas.. :) those were one of our first picture tgt..
then after discussion for projects...
we went off in awhile... dom & balqis went off ahead..
leaving me , ariah and susan :)
we went J8 to slack..
ariah had..... Long John Silver! and... MACDONALD... and... SUBWAY COOKIE!
glutton :P my gutton bestie :X
hahas.. i had mac and subway cookie.. bought 1 home for sis..
btw, i sold myself to my rc alr :P
i volunteered myself to my neighbourhood :)
maybe im more attached to my neighbourhood then i thought..

20 October , Tuesday :P

went to bedok to meet ariah for breakfast :)

MACDONALD :P hahas.. she isnt feeling well..

so i gotten her a bottle of water chestnut drink on my way to bedok..

hahas... bought her some gummy sweets and a handicraft rose :)

hahas... after we had breakfast.. ariah decided to get... BANGS! :P

she went and snipp her fridge into bangs and she is like... so cute and innocent :P

so not ariah sia :X

18th October, Sunday :)

Went swimming with dad , sis and her bf came later to join in too :)

suppose to go with keith oso.. but he was too tired =.=

hahas.. we had fun swimming then went to fernvale for nasi lemak! :)

quite delicious :) yumyum..

after tat.. came home and slacked~

:) love the sundays nowadaes.

15th October, Thursday.. :)

went to meet kylie.. waited for 3 hrs ><

but didnt waste the time... went looking thru many many cook books :)

got quite a few tasty recipes! :)

finally met up with her.. then go meet her bf oso... then head to amk..

some funny stuff happened on the train ride to amk...

and we had soup kitchen at amk tgt with her bf :)

after tat went home seperately =/

fun and tiring dae :)

12th Oct to 17th Oct

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Me And My Sister :P
i was playing with my handphone camera for awhile.. then she join in! :)
without this sister.. life will be too dull :)
thanks for being with me in the quiet 4 walls :P

Flowers are taken at my aunt's place :) lovely flowers she grown. Pretty rite?
Scenic pictures are taken at city hall-esplanade areas :) love the nice fountain~

Prata & Rojak makaning at the first dae reopen of sch :P
at chom chom :P Quite Delicious. wanted waffles but its opening late =/
so after walking around the area.. exploringggg... (dora the explorer :P)
we had rojak and prata instead :)
after that we went daiso for a walk..
I really had a ultra fun day.. :):):)
thanks babe for the accompaniment ^^

One of the things i felt damn happy about.
Although after the first few daes of sch.. we had sort of quarrels.
I really duno wats going on. Maybe u're jus feeling upset over some other stuff.
Babe. Im Here for you. Dun hide ur inner world away from me pls?
You said im ur bestie. so make full use of tis bestie to lighten ur sadness :)
I miss your smiles :( Share with me ur sorrows.. Im always willing to listen.

first start

2009-10-17T20:17:00.000+08:00

i guess im back to blogger in the end =/
the reason why i change my blog address agn.. is probably cause..
its a new phrase of my life again :)
this is the blog link i will probably keep :)

cause i finally found what my parents wanna give me in life..
Serenity. oso known as Inner peace :)
im gonna take nothing from my older blogs. :)
this blog is gonna be totally afresh :)
fresh style of blogging (hopefully) ^^
pictures pictures pictures are what is gonna be on my blog! ^^